Thursday, June 2, 2022

Pasi′on EspaƱola

I think I was about thirteen when I heard flamenco guitarist extraordinaire Carlos Montaya performing MalagueƱa.

Here’s Pepe Romero performing it: 

         https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=COc1ljZEb-M

The experience of hearing Carlos steered me to a musical path that I followed fervently for many years. 

Flamenco

Later, much later, I turned to writing historical fiction. After discovering an ancient copy of the Times of London, May 12, 1937, I published a novel about what was happening in Europe in 1937.

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Here’s a scene from my story, published in the novel Smoke, in  which the main character, a young American businessman, Philip, is in a French tavern on the Mediterranean coast hearing a report about the war in Spain.  The tavern scene is inspired by Orwell’s Homage to Catalonia, which he wrote before he penned 1984. Orwell had traveled to Spain as a volunteer, fighting, as Hemingway also did, for the government of Spain. These nationalists were resisting Generalissimo Franco’s fascist army who were being proxy-supported by Mussolini and Hitler. 

The situation in Spain was similar to what is now happening in Ukraine, with a fiercely determined Madrid government resisting the destructive attack of a dictator’s invasion.

In this scene from Smoke, the woman who is speaking, Plia, is an intrepid nationalist whose fighting husband had been captured by the Franco fascists. Her character was inspired by Hemingway’s “Pilar” in For Whom the Bell Tolls. Sitting in the tavern, Plia speaks as Philip listens:

 “I suppose when a man has something once, always something remains,” the woman said. She was speaking of her husband, who now was confined to a prison in Barcelona. The “something” that remains of Geraldo Kopa could not be known, since neither his condition nor the accusation against him had yet been revealed by the PSUC, or Partit Comunista, which seemed now to be more and more in charge of the Spanish government.

      Philip was listening intently to the imprisoned Comandante’s wife, Plia, whose seasoned voice now issued from between her dark lips like slow smoke from some craggy Pyrennic cave, and the smoke enveloped her words in clouds of cynical hindsight.

      Whatever it is inside a man that compels him to lead ragged, ill-equipped militias onto the frosty plateaus of Aragon and  require those soldiers to hold a front line against trained fascist battalions—whatever it is that sustains him through such war, and then strengthens his resolve to do what is right—even  even after his anti-fascist comrades have unjustly thrown the brave comandante into a dark prison; “Always something remains,”  Plia was saying, as lamplight glowed on the taut skin of her high Castillian cheekbones, while the cigarette shrouded her obscure hope in pathos. 

Later on in life, Pat and managed to visit Spain, thank God. While we were there we visited a Flamenco club where we witnessed this passionate dancer, accompanied by Flamenco musicians.

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At that moment, you might say my Flamenco fantasy, having begun long ago while hearing Carlos Montoya, came full circle, to passionate reality.

Smoke 

Sunday, May 29, 2022

Find the Cost of Freedom

 "Find the cost of freedom, buried in the ground. . ."  CSNY1970

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A hell of a lot of fire was raining down on the guys up on the ridge; the only cover they had was the rise of the hill itself. Sgt. Rob said to Sgt. Ernie we gotta get out of here; stood up, and immediately got shot in the head, fell over backwards on a log, the radio on his back. Sgt. Ernie, now in charge after Lt. Henry, Sgt. Carl and now Sgt. Rob had all gone down, reached under the log, grabbed the radio handset and called in more artillery and mortars. He told the guys down below he would direct their fire in as close as possible. The artillery guys never could establish the platoon’s position exactly, but Lt. Riddle could adjust fire based on Sgt. Ernie’s sensing.

       And that is what they did, shot mortar rounds all around the stranded guys, without killing them, but instead killing the NVA soldiers who were assaulting them from three sides.

       After a while,  a lull came in the fighting. Under Sgt. Ernie’s direction, the men who still were breathing were able to rearrange themselves and hunker down to hold their ground for however long it would take them to get safely delivered out of there.

      Later, in the 26th hour of their combat ordeal, all twenty-nine men of Bravo Company 2nd Platoon were rescued; they were all brought out; twenty of them still alive. The first rescuers who walked into their perimeter could not see Sgt. Ernie or any of his men. All the artillery had blown dirt and dust on them; they looked like part of the ground.

excerpt from King of Soul, chapter 6.

Friday, May 27, 2022

Talk to a Veteran

My most interesting conversation in a long time happened today when I spent an hour with Staff Sargent Doug Hempe, USAF.

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My exit from Ingles grocery presented the prospect of sporting an American flag at a very small cost. Actually, those little stars ’n stripes are some of the most expensive items you’ll ever buy, if you consider what it cost to defend them. 

In Doug Hempe’s case, the cost was only four shattered vertebrae in his back. The spinal components were damaged when a very heavy object fell on him while  rearranging equipment in an Air Force inventory.

In spite of the debilitation and subsequent disability, Doug was able to fulfill his potential from behind a desk and an array of international assignments.

I was amazed at his life-story, as you would be too, if you were to  hear his generous explanations in response to my many questions.

Avionics—that’s what he called the work that he did. It was his life’s work, as it turned out.

No small challenge there. . . when you are working with allies all over the planet, supplying them with military aircraft and enhanced defensive capability. 

I had never thought of this before, but the complexity of national defense is mind-boggling when you consider that we have allies all over the world to whom we supply, say, fighter aircraft. Doug’s specialty was avionics systems for F-14s, F-18s, and a few other combat aircrafts.

What’s tricky is how our Stateside companies and forces are duty-bound to supply and strengthen allies around the world, using yankee engineering to perfect their abilities to defend the free world. 

For instance, some electronic components that enable a fighter pilot to keep his craft airborne while evading and destroying enemy bellicosity— are necessarily customized according to what country they'e being shipped to. Our domestic aircraft manufacturers are required to customize electronic control components, according the likelihood (or not) that they will ultimately be captured or otherwise acquired by enemy states. 

You might say . . . a fighter jet that we send to, say, a steadfast ally like Poland ,. . . is not the same, electronically, as one we might send to, say, Turkey. And the one that is approved for shipment to Poland is not the same as those we procure Stateside to defend US shores.

It’s a complicated arrangement, defending the free world against aggressive actors whose bellicosity is so very hard to evaluate. 

I mean, like, who knew? We  thought we had a pretty thing going on with the Russians after Gorbachev and Yeltsin, and then the next thing you know here’s the ex-KGB buy blowing the hell out of his own neighboring nation. What are we supposed to do with that?

It is very complicated disaster, to say the list. The madman Putin is destroying Ukraine so that (as Doug surmised) the Ukrainians would not "come back" to rebuild their country.

But we are believing that the Ukrainians are better than that. They will never give up, according to President Zelenskyy, who is, in my estimation, you might say the Churchill of our age.

I don’t know, but it is good to know that highly competent people like Sargent Hempe are out there on the front lines of our peace and safety, even if they do have a few damaged parts under the uniform, and then find themselves doing fundraising duties at the grocery store.

When you see one of those guys with the uniform and the little flags, stop and drop in a buck or two. And don't hesitate to ask a few questions. There's a lot to learn in this perilous, complicated world. We could all stand to learn a thing or two from these guys. 

Smoke 

Wednesday, May 25, 2022

Magnolia Dignity

Now tha's what I'm talkin' about, y'all:

Magnolia Dignity

Not MAGA iniquity.

Hark!  

I think I saw a flash in the pan!

I think I can; I think we can

Yes, I can see a flash in Atlan-

-ta!

Georgia!

Yep! Georgia’s on my mind

Cuz now in Georgia we do find

A glint of hope!

Maybe now our USA can cope.

Cuz trump’s senator Perdue got thrashed

By Governor Kemp in a Republican flash

And yeah, I say unto thee

There’s triumph in honesty.

Cuz Raffenberger’s quest for truth

has borne some precious Georgian fruit.

Yay! I say unto thee

There’s honor in integrity!

Cuz Brad, on trump’s sneaky phone call declined

When donald begged him for some votes to “find”!

I think I see a flash in the pan!

I think I can; I think we can

Yes, I can see a flash in Atlan-

-ta!

Georgia!

Yeah! Georgia’s on my mind

Yeah! now in Georgia we do find

A glint of hope!

There’s hope again for America

shining up from Atlanta.

Selah.

Yee-ha!

Oh, say does that star-spangled banner yet wave

o’er our land of honesty, the home of the brave!

Cuz the devil went down to Georgia

lookin’ for some votes to steal.

But he got way-laid by an honest politician,

a Republican with a truthful rendition.

The South shall not lie again.

Yep, I have seen a flash in the pan

It’s shining up from At-lan

ta!

Georgia.

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This bodes well for magnolia dignity

not maga-iniquity.

Glass half-Full 

Monday, May 23, 2022

No swastikas Here

 Here's an excerpt from my 2007 novel, Glass half-Full. This scene happens in suburban DC. 

Marcus opened a can of turpentine. He tipped it slightly so that its upper contents would spill onto a rag that lay on the parking lot next to his car. With the rag partially soaked, he began rubbing on the driver’s-side door. Someone had painted a black swastika on it while he was working late. His cell phone rang.

 He opened it, looked at the mini-screen, saw “Grille,” which stood for Jesse James Gang Grille. In the last few days, however, whenever he would see “Grille” displayed as the caller ID, it registered in his mind as “Girl,” meaning Bridget, because she would often call from there.

“Hi.”

“Marcus, have you heard about the explosion?”

“No, where?”

“At the Belmont Hotel, about 20 minutes ago.”

The Belmont was just two blocks from the restaurant.

            “That’s where the FEF convention is. Aleph told me he would be going there tonight. Has anybody been down there to see what’s happening?”

            “Kaneesha left here right after we heard it, but she hasn’t returned. I don’t think anybody’s getting in there for awhile. The police have got the whole block barricaded.”

            “I want to find out if anything has happened to Aleph. Don’t you think he would have left there by now?

            “The TV News says the police aren’t letting anyone in or out except rescue workers.”

            “I’m headed over there in a few minutes, as soon as I get the car-door cleaned up. Someone painted a swastika on it."

 

Although the incident depicted here is an indicator of a plot in which some terrible events are taking place, the intent of my story is, in a literary context,  to post a warning that we should never let it happen here. 

But these days, I'm starting to wonder.   GHFcover

Glass half-Full

Tuesday, May 17, 2022

Cry Cry Cry

 Cry, cry cry for the Beloved Country. 

Cry the Divided Country

Cry; cry, cry, cry; Cry 96 tears; cry 96 million tears.

Cry while George’s guitar gently weeps.

Cry while my guitar gently weeps.

I hear millions of voices, crying for someone to listen.

Cry me a River. Cry for the children. Cry for the refugees. Cry for the victims.

Cry for the abused, the unjustly accused, the unfairly used.

Cry for the Injustice. 

Cry, cry, cry for George Floyd’s family. Cry for Freddie Gray.

Cry, cry for Brionna’s people. Cry for Arbery.  

Cry for Sandy Hook and Littleton.

Cry for Mariupol, for Kiev and for Kharkhiv.

Cry for Ukraine.

Cry for Russia.

Cry for Buffalo. 

Cry for Sarejevo, for Toronto and for Orlando.

Cry for baby Roe and baby Coe. Cry for Texas. Cry for Georgia.

Cry for our Supreme Court. Cry for Congress. Cry for our President.

Cry for January 6.

Cry for Charlottesville.

Cry for Dallas. Cry for Jackie, for Carolyn and JohnJohn.

Cry for Martin and Medgar and Malcolm.

Cry for the H-bomb, the A-bomb, the fire bomb.

Cry for Hiroshima; cry for Nagasaki. 

Cry for Jerusalem. 

Cry for Gaza and for Ramallah.

Cry for Calvary and for Calgary

Cry not for me, but for yourselves and for your children.

Jesus wept, so why not you and me?

Yet, yet, and yet . . .

In the midst of these 96 million tears I hear, in the distance, the plaintive voice of a maiden:

Sierra Rose sees; she feels, she notices, weeps, realizing we’re born into a crying world. 

Yet she sings. Sierra Rose sings:  Cry

"I hear millions of voices 

Crying for someone to listen . . ."

And if that's not enough crying for one day, cry for Custer and for Sitting Bull.

King of Soul

Friday, April 29, 2022

Purpose in Trouble

 My friend Kevin the wise man visited me and he had some good things to say about . . . wait for it . . . bad times. In this report, I have dotted out some of his words, so that you will read the message without making any hasty value judgements about the source.

We in America have been seduced into this life of seeking personal pleasure and avoiding any form of suffering. Too many claim the crown . . . while  avoiding any cr*ss . . . The prosperity preachers and false prophets of our day have only reinforced this  seduction and continue to lead others down the broad road to destruction.

The carnal nature of worldly man lives a life that is built around the pursuit of pleasure and the avoidance of pain and suffering. As followers . . , our lives are not to be focused on the pursuit of pleasure or the avoidance of pain. Our lives are to be focused on fulfilling . . . and . . . purposes while we are yet here in this life.

The suffering that is brought into our lives comes in many different forms. There is physical pain and suffering, that appears as an attack on our health and well-being. We experience suffering when this type of hardship hits those whom we love and are close to. (This ain’t no walk in the park , bubby . . . ed.) Broken relationships, betrayals, failures, family issues, the physical death of loved ones, inner struggles etc. can all lead to suffering. There can be times of hardship and stress. Then there are the . . . (expected) times of persecution, which will include suffering as well. 

There is also the suffering we bring upon ourselves through our own . . .(screwups) or through our own poor choices. The message presented here does not focus on that type of suffering, which requires a message of its own that would focus primarily on our need to ——————. The message here focuses more on the sufferings that we do not understand or that which seem unwarranted and undeserved. It is during these types of suffering that we need to embrace, trust and glorify our . . . throughout.

“Let us not become weary in doing . . . for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.” (found in an old book I purchased for a buck at a going-out of business sale. ed.)

This message on suffering is also speaking into the current issues with the world-wide covid-19 pandemic, and where do we turn to for comfort, answers and understanding. May we all come to a healthy . . . understanding of any sufferings we may face in this life, even when they may seem so incomprehensible at times.

—————— yourselves, therefore under . . .’s mighty hand, that . . . may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on . . . because . . . cares for you.

Be alert and of sober mind.  Your enemy the . . . prowls around like a roaring ex-president looking for someone to take advantage of.  Resist him, stand firm in the . . . because you know that the family of . . . throughout the world is undergoing the same kind of sufferings. 

Selah.

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Listen:   Traveler’s Rest